no emotion anymore..

can you see my life is full of sad?...today i can say...my"heart dead "already...when i cry,he will care me?...even if at recess,still go ask mark 1st?...mark really very important for him...what am i?...just nothing for him only...although he said i'm the most important...but...WHY I CAN'T FEEL IT?today that stupid teacher changed seat...she chenged my seat to a very corner place...how can i stupid?...if my wyw got problem,give me money to see doctor la...stupid teacher...the people who don't want study,then she will put them sit in front...then need me waive my study and because of want sit in front?...when i buddied by people,got who will help me?...NOBODY...when i sad?...NOBODY too...SO I ACCEPT MY DESTINY...but i'm still 16 years old..i can't admit my destiny so fast...i still get chance...